The worst kind of feeling is when your parents are disappointed in you. The people that are supposed to love you, no matter what; and they’re just, disappointed. Not because you did anything wrong, just because you’re you. and they’re just disappointed with you as a creature in general and there’s nothing you can do about it because ofcourse, you’re you forever

(via deathology)

I’m so….. sad

"I’ve finally realized the difference between loving someone and missing someone. When I loved you, you were the world, your laugh was the only thing that stopped me from shattering and the way you kissed me could stop my heart. I do not love you anymore. But I do miss you. I finally see that there are so many wonderful things in the world, I just wish you were still in mine. I haven’t heard your laugh in a few months and that’s okay, I’ve found other ways to hold myself together, but sometimes it plays in my head and I ache for the way it made me smile. I don’t want to kiss you anymore but on nights when loneliness hits the wall and plunges into my chest, the absence of your lips on mine makes me feel sick. I don’t love you. But I really really miss you."

you don’t have to come back  (via extrasad)

(via extrasad)